Thirteen Reasons Why

by

Jay Asher

Thirteen Reasons Why: Cassette 6: Side B Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
Hannah begins the penultimate side of the tapes by asking her listeners not to give up on her, but then she admits that she’s giving up on herself. This tape is about her own role in her story. Before the party, Hannah explains, she’d thought about suicide a lot, trying to decide how she would do it. Now she explains that instead of trying to make her death look like an accident by driving off the road—which would mean she’d have to trust her listeners not to tell other people what really happened—she’s decided to take pills. She’ll do it tomorrow. Before that, she’ll mail the tapes to Justin, and then there’ll be no going back. 
In the penultimate tape, Hannah takes responsibility for her decision to die by suicide. She seems to plan her death in a calculated way. It’s not a hurried decision; she’s been thinking about it a long time, and she feels hopeless and powerless enough that it seems to her to be the logical course of action. Even the timing of her death is tied to the logistics of mailing the tapes, which means it’s vital to her that her death becomes a story for other people to understand.
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Hannah resumes her story, picking up the weekend after the big party. This weekend, there’s another party, but she doesn’t attend that one. She’s still grounded, but she’s looking after someone’s dog, and the party is happening in a house a few doors down. The sound of the music makes Hannah remember the party of last weekend, and she feels sick. The dog keeps yapping at people walking past the house, so Hannah puts him in the garage. She tries to shut out the blaring music by closing the curtains and blinds all over the house and hiding in the bedroom. It makes her feel like she’s back in the closet at the party last weekend. She starts rocking back and forth just like she did then.
Both Hannah and the dog feel unsettled by the noise and chaos of the party, and after she puts the dog in the garage, she tries to comfort herself in a similar way, by shutting herself off from sensory reminders of the outside world. This highlights how profoundly traumatized Hannah feels from the party last weekend. Even when she tries to make herself feel safe, that feeling comes with its own triggering reminder of powerlessness.
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When the party dies down, the dog stops yapping, and Hannah opens all the curtains. She goes outside for some fresh air. (On the tape, Hannah points the listeners to D-4 on their maps: Courtney Crimsen’s house, although this tape isn’t about Courtney.) That night, Hannah plans just to walk past the house and maybe offer someone a ride home if they seem too drunk to drive themselves. But everyone seems to have left. Someone calls Hannah’s name from behind the gate of the party house: it’s Bryce. He tells her to come and join him and his friends. Courtney’s head pops up beside his. (In the present, Clay speculates that Hannah only joined Bryce and Courtney because she wanted to sabotage herself, and Bryce was the perfect person to help with that.)
Hannah’s decision to take herself close to the party house and offer help to people is surprising, especially given how she’s started to want to disappear from the world completely. She’s acting recklessly, not caring much about her own safety or feelings. Bryce’s appearance here, given what we know he’s done in previous parts of the story, is ominous. Clay knows that Hannah knows he’s a dangerous person, and he interprets her actions as a sign that she’s completely given up on finding hope.
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Hannah’s story continues. Hannah goes through the gate and sees a hot tub. Bryce and Courtney are in the tub. Courtney tells Hannah they’re in their underwear. Hannah strips off and gets in. The water calms her, though she’s terrified at the same time. She knows she shouldn’t be here; she doesn’t trust Bryce or Courtney. But she’s tired of fighting. When the water starts to feel too hot, Hannah pushes her upper body out of it, but her breasts are visible through her wet bra, so she sinks back down. Bryce moves over to her and sits with his body touching hers.
At first, Hannah seems confident, or at least unemotional, about getting into the hot tub with Courtney and Bryce. Soon, though, fear takes over, which suggests she still values the power to decide who sees her body. Bryce’s body language is threatening, especially because he doesn’t say anything—he seems to expect he’ll get to do what he wants to Hannah without her consent.
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Even though Hannah is aware of Bryce’s reputation, she doesn’t try to stop him from getting closer to her. He touches her thigh. When she clenches her jaw, he takes his hand away but puts it back almost immediately, then he slides it across her stomach so that his little finger is touching her underwear and his thumb is touching her bra. Hannah turns her head away. Courtney gets out of the hot tub and walks away. Bryce asks Hannah if she remembers being named “Best ass in the freshman class.” Hannah lets her body go limp and her legs open. For the first time, she surrenders to the reputation other people built for her. She lets Bryce touch her and have sex with her, knowing that she’s using him in order to completely give up on herself.
Bryce shows that he’s aware of Hannah’s resistance when he responds to her body language, immediately replacing his hand on her leg after she removes it. He doesn’t misunderstand her disinterest—he simply doesn’t care about her feelings or personal agency. Courtney’s departure is a reminder that responding with apathy to sexual assault allows it to go on without repercussions. Her departure makes Hannah feel even more alone and powerless. Bryce’s comment about Alex’s “Who’s Hot/Who’s Not” list confirms to Hannah that everything people have said about her is connected, further emphasizing the destructive power of rumors. 
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In the present, instead of walking to Courtney’s house, Clay walks toward the park where Hannah had her first kiss. As he listens to Hannah talk about Bryce, he grates his fingers against the chain link fence. He ends up with deep cuts on his hand. He knows he has to clean it, so he heads to the nearest gas station and buys a bottle of rubbing alcohol and some bandages. After going to the bathroom to dress his wound, he leaves the gas station and starts running.
Clay causes himself physical pain as he listens, which echoes the emotional pain he feels knowing what Hannah went through. By cleaning and dressing his wound, though, he shows that he’s still committed to his own health and happiness: the tapes haven’t completely isolated him from the physical world he lives in.
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