Even after he goes away to college and after Ned and the others finally get over their childhood crushes, the admirer continues to position Avey as the muse of his life. She—or the hope of catching a glimpse of her—even directs his choices of where to live. Again, this suggests the danger that can arise when a person doesn’t know who they are for themselves. Despite this, the admirer is ready to follow Avey anywhere, even after years of separation and her disinterest.