Confessions

by

Saint Augustine

Confessions: Book 3 Summary & Analysis

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[1] Augustine went to Carthage, where he found “a hissing cauldron of lust.” Unaware that God was his true need, Augustine looked around for someone to love. When he did fall in love, his love was mixed with much bitterness and trouble. [2] In Carthage, Augustine loved to attend the theater. He reflects that he enjoyed the sorrows that stage-plays made him feel, as he pitied actors for their made-up afflictions. The sadness he felt was shallow and artificial, and it only made his sin worse. 
Augustine’s vivid description of Carthage as “a hissing cauldron of lust” captures his sense that the big city afforded more (and more scandalous) opportunities for sin than his provincial hometown did. His remarks on the theater reflect his later views as a bishop, when he discouraged his flock from attending stage-plays not only on the grounds that plays often showcased sinful content, but that by their nature, fictional plays are untruthful.
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[3] God was merciful to Augustine from afar, even while Augustine continued to wallow in sin. At this same time, Augustine was studying law, and he conceitedly relished his position as the top student in the school of rhetoric. He spent his time with a group of companions called the “Wreckers,” who loved to trick and make fun of others. Augustine found their antics horrible, even though he wished he were more like these fellows.
By noting God’s mercy toward him during this low point in his life, Augustine advances his argument that even when he wasn’t interested in following God, God was actively seeking him and protecting him, meaning that even human wickedness can ultimately be used by God for good purposes. Meanwhile, the fact that Augustine hung out with the “Wreckers” and wanted their approval suggests that he hadn’t matured much since his pear-stealing days in Thagaste.
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[4] In the course of his vain ambition to become a good speaker, when he was 19, Augustine studied Cicero’s Hortensius. This book, which commends the study of philosophy, changed Augustine’s life. He began to yearn for eternal truth. Reading Hortensius “inflamed” Augustine with “love of wisdom”—not merely with the various schools of philosophy, but with the pursuit of wisdom itself. Yet, Cicero’s work didn’t mention Christ, and even at this stage in his life, Augustine couldn’t fully embrace anything that lacked Christ.
Cicero lived in the first century B.C.E., and his Hortensius has actually been lost; in fact, scholars are able to partially reconstruct the book’s contents largely because Augustine quoted it in his own works. The book’s main argument is that philosophy is useful to society and contributes to human happiness. Cicero’s understanding of what makes for human happiness had a big impact on Augustine and is discernible even in Confessions. Interestingly, however, even though Augustine wasn’t a Christian at this point, Christianity had been formative enough in his upbringing that Cicero’s paganism struck him as culturally foreign and a barrier to accepting Cicero’s ideas wholesale.
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[5] So, at this point, Augustine decided to study the Bible. Though the Scriptures were both “humble” and “sublime,” Augustine was too arrogant to understand their contents and didn’t believe they could possibly stack up to Cicero.
Again, because of his nominally Christian background, Augustine’s first instinct, in his newfound desire to pursue wisdom, is to turn to the Christian scriptures. However, the Bible seems strange and inscrutable to him at this point in his life. He is used to studying ancient epics and philosophical treatises authored by pre-Christian pagans, and here he implies that the Bible doesn’t fit into the categories familiar to him and, because of that, he doesn’t know what to make of it and dismisses it as unsophisticated. It’s also true that the Latin translation available to Augustine was probably fairly wooden and not exactly beautiful to read.
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[6] Augustine began hanging around with “sensualists” (Manichees), who spoke outwardly of the Persons of the Trinity while having no inward grasp of the truth. Even as this group droned on about truth and offered him God’s beautiful material works as if they were the truth, Augustine yearned for “Truth itself.” Deceived, he consumed this counterfeit truth even though it did not truly nourish him. Augustine tells God that God is not the sun, moon, stars, or any other created work that people can see. That being the case, God must also be far from the images people create in their minds, which are less certain than the things they can see.
The “sensualists” are the Manichees, a Persian religious sect that emerged in the 200s and had spread rapidly throughout the Roman world by the time Augustine met them in Carthage in the mid-370s. It’s important to note that the Manichees called themselves Christians and taught their own version of the doctrine of the Trinity but believed, among other departures from orthodox Christian doctrine, that Jesus was not really divine. They also regarded celestial bodies as divine—hence Augustine’s comment about the sun, moon, and stars. Manichees regarded themselves as having insights into God and the Bible that ordinary, inferior Christians didn’t have, which might help explain why Augustine, a budding scholar who found the Bible unimpressive, would find this group attractive.
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Augustine tells God that even “the fables of the poets” and pagan myths contained more truth than the sensualists’ stories of the five elements and “the five dens of darkness.” Yet Augustine believed the sensualists, misguidedly seeking God through his physical senses rather than through the mind, as God intended human beings to do.
Manichean mythology taught that five elements dwelt in five dark caverns, from which various parts of the created world emerged. Augustine doesn’t explain these myths in detail, and it’s not important for readers to know the specifics, except to notice that even the poetry and mythology Augustine studied as a child, which he rejected as immoral earlier in Confessions, is better than what the Manichees taught him. This is probably because, unlike the ancient literature Augustine studied as a child, Manichean myths intentionally trained Augustine to think of God in ways he later rejected as utterly false.
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[7] Augustine gave in to foolish arguments that asked him questions about evil’s origins and God’s bodily features. Because he was so ignorant, such questions troubled him. All the while, he was moving further away from the truth, not getting closer to it. He didn’t yet know that “evil is nothing but the removal of good until finally no good remains.” He couldn’t have known this when he didn’t know that God is a spirit, or what the Bible means by saying that human beings are made in God’s image.
The Manichees intimidated Augustine with questions that he didn’t have answers to and that therefore made them seem wiser in his eyes than they later proved to be. They especially challenged the Genesis account of humanity’s creation “in God’s image,” falsely assuming that it means God the Father must have a physical human body. Augustine alludes to his later, mature belief that (contra the Manichees) evil is not an entity in itself but the privation of good. But because Augustine lacked a clear understanding of foundational Christian teachings, it’s not surprising that he was thrown further off course by Manichean attacks on them.
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Augustine also knew nothing of God’s law, which does not differ according to time or place. Nowadays, he observes, people tend to judge the biblical patriarchs as sinners, judging according to human standards and customs instead of divine law. They do not understand that good men were permitted to do things in ancient times that are not permitted in the present, even though the standard of justice remains the same in all ages. It is not that justice is variable, but that times change.
The Manichees were also known for criticizing details of the Old Testament, such as the fact that some of the early patriarchs (like Abraham and Jacob) had polygamous marriages. Augustine’s argument reads as a bit cagey here. Plenty of later Christian commentators do regard the patriarchs’ marriage customs as sinful, but Augustine seems to want to say that God gave them a pass because of the times. However, Augustine’s overall point is that God’s standard of justice is the one people must judge by, and that the Manichean critics were reading and interpreting Scripture by their own flawed standards.
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[8] Augustine holds that certain categories of sin, like sins of violence and “sins against nature,” must be condemned always and everywhere, but that offenses against human codes of conduct differ according to the conventions of different communities or societies. God’s law is always higher than human convention, though, and his creatures must obey his commands, just as, within human governments, lesser authorities yield to greater.
Augustine moves into a discussion of categories of sin more generally. While different societies might have different views of what constitutes appropriate conduct, he holds that there are sins, such as violence against other human beings and “unnatural” sexual acts, that are wrong regardless of the context because they contradict God’s law. Human law and custom are relative in a way that divine law is not.
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God himself, though, cannot be tainted or hurt by human sin. God punishes sin because, by it, people corrupt their own nature. That’s what happens when people abandon their creator and make a wrongful use of creation. Only through confession and repentance, then, can people come back to God.
In Augustine’s view, sin does not harm God—it can’t, because God doesn’t change in reaction to circumstances (a point he’ll develop later). But when people sin, they move away from God’s perfect goodness, thereby hurting themselves.
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[9] Besides those Augustine has just discussed, there are also the sins of those who go astray while following the right path. Such sinners at least show promise. And it’s sometimes the case that people appear to others to be sinning, yet in reality, onlookers don’t understand the intentions or circumstances behind the act. Meanwhile, God’s commands must always be obeyed, no matter how inexplicable they might seem at the time.
While all sin represents a movement away from God, not all sins are equally damaging or severe: much depends, Augustine suggests, on someone’s trajectory at the time they commit a given sin. And, anyway, human beings are not equipped to judge one another’s sins; only God has the eternal perspective and perfect wisdom to do that.
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[10] As a young man, Augustine didn’t know any of this, and he mocked God’s prophets, all the while believing the sensualists’ ridiculous ideas, such as that a fig shed tears when plucked from a tree. [11] Nevertheless, God rescued him because his faithful mother, Monica, prayed and wept over his spiritual state. God even consoled Monica through a dream that, one day, Augustine would share her faith. This happened nine long years before Augustine’s conversion.
The upper-level or “Elect” Manichees held to strict vegetarianism, and Mani had taught that plucking and eating some fruits tormented them. Augustine suggests that it was absurd for him to buy into Manichean critiques of the Bible while embracing such silly myths at the same time. Meanwhile, even at this point when Augustine was so far from Christianity, God was still drawing him in the church’s direction through his mother’s prayers, though he didn’t know it at the time.
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[12] Augustine recalls another way that God answered Monica’s prayers. Monica asked a learned bishop to talk with Augustine and persuade him of his errors, but the bishop declined, encouraging Monica to keep praying instead. He said that Augustine wasn’t ready and that in time, Augustine would discover his errors through his own study. When Monica persisted, the bishop replied that it wasn’t possible that “the son of these tears should be lost.”
When Monica sought out a bishop to debate her wayward son, the bishop seems to have discerned that this approach would backfire with Augustine and that Augustine needed to be left alone to make mistakes and come to his own conclusions about them over time. Moreover, the bishop movingly suggests that God will work through Monica’s heartfelt prayers to save Augustine from his false beliefs in God’s timing.
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