The birds connect Macdonald not just to England’s past, but to her own. The memory she shares is sweet and extremely ephemeral—unlike the goshawk population in the 1960s, she cannot recreate this moment. When they were birding, Macdonald’s father encouraged her to develop patience, a skill that she will draw on throughout the rest of the book as she wades through the grief and loss of his death as well as the trials of training a goshawk of her own.