Macdonald takes herself to the college Master’s house in much the same way she takes Mabel places, as a sort of curiosity rather than as a full participant. Her father’s teasing and her sense of being Alice falling into Wonderland both suggest a profound feeling of being an outsider even when she belonged, superficially at least, to the college community. And in addition to her personal feeling of being called to wilder things than Cambridge, there is a whiff of class divisions—a sense that she doesn’t belong because she doesn’t come from the right kind of people.