Macdonald imagines
White running through the forest and putting out bait for
Gos, hoping to lure the bird back. He sees Gos in a tree, runs up, and holds out his glove. Gos tries to fly down to White, but the strong winds—which he does not know how to handle—blow him away. Imagining White standing there, heartbroken, Macdonald considers her own history with death and loss. In childhood, it was something she mainly encountered in books about animals. The spider dies in
Charlotte’s Web as do the rabbits of
Watership Down and the dog in
Old Yeller. White’s loss of Gos made her feel sad, too, although as a child she couldn’t grasp the totality of his grief.