Clive first encountered a different manner of thought in
Phaedrus. Surely Plato couldn’t be saying what he seemed to be saying, Clive thought at first, though upon further reading he determined that he was. And that gave him an alternative to the Bible, Plato’s reasoning gliding past Christianity without directly opposing it. Clive decided “to make the most of what I have,” not to wish he were different or someone else. Eventually, Clive felt compelled, though, to abandon Christianity. Clive wished Christianity would compromise with him, but the Church’s interpretation opposed him and who he knew himself to be.