In the aftermath of Merry’s crime and disappearance, Dawn’s worry that nothing exciting would ever happen to her again take on a dark tone. Certainly, something exciting
has happened to Dawn, it just wasn’t the happy something she likely had in mind. For Dawn, too, Merry’s crime denotes a clear line between then and now—between the quintessential Americana she inhabited as Miss New Jersey in the early postwar days, and the America of the 1960s that has dissolved into chaos. The Swede’s choice not to show Dawn the invitation for the Miss America reunion is dishonest but intended to be merciful—he doesn’t want this symbol of her past life to affirm the full extent of how much she has changed and how broken their life has become.