David Copperfield: Chapter 38 Summary & Analysis

David immediately begins studying shorthand, although he finds it much more confusing than he had expected. The thought of Dora keeps him going, however, and after a few months he tries his hand at reporting on the House of Commons. This proves to be a disaster, so David begins to practice transcribing speeches that Traddles gives for his benefit. Together with Miss Betsey and Mr. Dick, they hold mock parliamentary sessions in David's apartment. David slowly begins to find it easier to keep pace with Traddles, but then finds that he has forgotten how to read what he has written and has to start learning shorthand again from scratch.

Meanwhile, David is still working at Doctors' Commons, where he arrives one day to find Mr. Spenlow looking serious. Sternly, Mr. Spenlow asks David to come with him to a nearby coffeehouse, and David nervously complies. When they reach their destination, Miss Murdstone is waiting for them in a private room, and Mr. Spenlow asks her to show something she has in her handbag. Miss Murdstone produces several letters to Dora, which David embarrassedly admits are his. Miss Murdstone then begins to explain that, knowing the "depravity of the human heart," she has suspected David and Dora for some time, but didn't want to approach Mr. Spenlow without proof. She noticed, however, that Dora seemed to receive too many letters from Miss Mills, and eventually managed to get her hands on one that Jip had found and started chewing.

Mr. Spenlow asks David what he has to say for himself, and David accepts total responsibility for concealing the relationship. This does not appease Mr. Spenlow, who says that David has acted dishonorably. David objects that he loves Dora, but this only angers Mr. Spenlow further: Spenlow rants that David is too young and poor to think of marrying Dora, and that he has "undermine[d] the confidence that should subsist" between father and daughter. David admits that he has considered most of this, but explains that he and Dora were already engaged when he learned of Miss Betsey's losses, and that since then he has been working hard to improve his situation. Mr. Spenlow dismisses all this as youthful "nonsense" and urges David to be "sensible" and renounce Dora. David, however, refuses to take back his letters and burn them.

During the awkward silence that follows, David tries to think of a way to leave. Before he can, however, Mr. Spenlow reminds David that he is a wealthy man, and David assures Mr. Spenlow that that is not why he wants to marry Dora. Spenlow, however, says that it would be better if David were "mercenary," and explains his real point: if David continues to pursue Dora, he will change the conditions of his will (presumably to disinherit Dora if she marries against his wishes). He then gives David a week to mull this over, advising him to "confer with Miss Trotwood, or with any person with any knowledge of life." David leaves, uncomfortably aware of Miss Murdstone watching him and strongly reminded of the lessons she used to preside over back at Blunderstone.

David returns to work in despair and tormented by thoughts of Mr. Spenlow and Miss Murdstone terrorizing Dora. He therefore writes a letter to Mr. Spenlow begging him not to take his anger out on his daughter, and Spenlow reassures him the next day that he doesn't need to worry about that: Spenlow has simply tried to convince Dora that the relationship is foolish, although he may send her abroad if David persists. This does not comfort David much, and he writes a letter to Miss Mills asking to see her.

Miss Mills agrees to see David and makes a show of sneaking him into the back kitchen of her father's house, where she tells him that she has heard from Dora but has not been able to see her. David, meanwhile, "raves" in a way that he feels is appropriate, all the while suspecting that Miss Mills feels a "dreadful luxury in [his] afflictions." She advises him that only love can help him and Dora now, which doesn't bring him much solace. Despite the fact that everything Miss Mills sys only makes him more miserable, however, David feels that she is a good friend. Eventually, they decide Miss Mills will visit Dora the next morning to convince her of David's continued devotion. When David gets home, he explains everything to Miss Betsey, but remains depressed.

The next day, David arrives at Doctors' Commons only to find it locked up and the other clerks standing around outside. One of these clerks informs David that Mr. Spenlow has died, and David is so shocked he nearly faints. When he recovers, the clerk explains that Mr. Spenlow had dined out the previous night, and his carriage arrived home without him inside. His servants searched along the road and eventually found him lying dead along the roadside: he apparently suffered some kind of fit and either fell out of the carriage or got out because he felt ill, only to die. David finds the news surreal, but can't help but also worry that Mr. Spenlow's death will distract Dora from David himself.

That evening, David learns from a servant that Miss Mills is currently with Dora and writes to her, asking her to communicate his condolences to Dora. The next day, Miss Mills writes back that Dora was too overwhelmed by grief to send her love back to David—all she could say was "Oh, dear papa! oh, poor papa!"

A few days later at work, Mr. Jorkins tells David that he would like his help going through Mr. Spenlow's desk. David is anxious to know what will become of Dora, so he agrees, and they work through Spenlow's papers methodically until Jorkins finally concludes that Spenlow did not leave a will. David says that Mr. Spenlow himself told him that his affairs were entirely settled, but this only confirms Jorkins' opinion that no will exists, since (he claims) people always lie about this topic. Mr. Jorkins turns out to be correct, much to David's amazement. Furthermore, it emerges that Spenlow's accounts were disorganized, and that he was greatly in debt. In the weeks that follow, much of the household furniture is sold off, but most of the money from the sale goes to settling Spenlow's debts.

Meanwhile, David relies on Miss Mills for news of Dora, but Dora can only bring herself to call out for Mr. Spenlow whenever David is mentioned. He does learn, however, that Dora will be going to live with two aunts in Putney after the funeral. Once the move has taken place, David hangs around Putney whenever possible, waiting for updates from Miss Mills. These updates mostly take the form of a journal full of melodramatic reports on Dora's emotional state. Nevertheless, David finds some comfort in reading and rereading these entries, despite the fact that doing so also makes him "more and more miserable."